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When a simple surveillance mission goes awry and the key target is kidnapped in broad daylight in a busy London square, James Ryker, a veteran intelligence agent now working for the secretive Joint Intelligence Agency, knows he has his work cut out.
Ryker is tasked with figuring out what went wrong. But when his good friend Sam Moreno disappears without a trace, the mission becomes more personal than he could have imagined.
Torn between toeing the government line, and finding the answers he needs, Ryker realises there’s only one way to find those responsible and to punish them… His way.
Rob Sinclair is the million copy bestseller of over twenty thrillers, including the James Ryker series. Rob previously studied Biochemistry at Nottingham University. He also worked for a global accounting firm for 13 years, specialising in global fraud investigations.
My thoughts: James Ryker has been on assignment with a team from MI5, which goes badly wrong. So Ryker starts to investigate why, despite treading on toes. But then Sam Moreno vanishes from her hospital bed. He, of course, decides to look for her, and his boss Winter officially isn’t able to help him but does give him a few clues as he heads over to Germany on the scraps of information that suggest a link to a ruthless and quite possibly evil millionaire. Where is Sam and what does the German energy tycoon have to do with her disappearance?
Ryker’s body count goes up quite significantly as he works on both investigations, and he puts his career on the line – even Winter can’t cover for him anymore. There’s lots of action as he races to save his only friend, and he may finally pay the price for going off and doing things his way.
*I was kindly gifted a copy of this book in exchange for taking part in this blog tour, but all opinions remain my own.
Emma Makepeace is headed to Edinburgh for the global G7 Summit when her team is tipped off about a high-profile assassination the Russians are planning—but they have no idea who the target is.
Surrounded by the world’s most powerful political leaders in a gridlocked city, Emma must set a trap and use herself as bait.
With time running short, Emma faces the most perilous mission of her career. How far will she go to catch the killer?
Ava Glass is a pseudonym for a former crime reporter and civil servant. She is the author of Alias Emma and The Traitor. Her time working for the government introduced her to the world of spies, and she’s been fascinated by them ever since. She lives and writes in the south of England.
My thoughts: Emma Makepeace is back, this time undercover investigating a Russian plot to destabilise to G7 summit in Edinburgh. She’s not familiar with the Scottish capital so she’s assigned a partner, local homicide detective Mac, and the despite a slightly rocky start the two women form a solid working relationship.
Posing as an energy executive Emma pursues a Russian born power company owner – who might be involved in the plot the Agency, and it’s partners (MI5, MI6 etc) are trying to unravel. He’s a bit of a romantic and whisks the woman he knows as Anna Case off to Rome on a private jet, putting them both in serious danger. Luckily Emma has skills and a survival instinct that might just keep them alive.
It’s a heart racing, thrill ride around Europe as Emma and her colleagues attempt to stop the plot disrupt the G7 summit and assassinate any number of dignitaries and politicians. With Emma’s defences down, has this case got too far under her skin?
This series continues to be a cracker and I really enjoyed this latest installment of Emma’s adventures. I like how she’s become more interesting and also less willing to just blindly follow orders when she thinks something isn’t right. Seeing her develop new relationships and work better with others was enjoyable too. Can’t wait for the next book.
*I was kindly gifted a copy of this book in exchange for taking part in this blog tour, but all opinions remain my own.
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Rule number one for an agent of the secretive JIA is to follow orders, no matter what.
But James Ryker has never cared much for rules. He only wants to do what is right. Assigned to join a crew of elite security personnel in Chabon, Africa, Ryker’s mission objective is clouded by politics and obfuscation, and he knows only that to protect British interests in the region, he is to infiltrate the close protection team of the government of Chabon, a country with a dark and violent past.
Arriving in Chabon’s crumbling capital, Kilpassa, Ryker finds a country on the brink of civil war. A growing civilian rebellion threatens peace, with claims of atrocities committed by both sides, including the frail government run by enigmatic President Benyu – a former military general who took control of the country in a violent coup.
Drawn into Benyu’s inner circle, it soon becomes clear to Ryker that in Chabon, the lines between good and bad, and right and wrong, are nearly impossible to identify.With a crisis of epic proportions unfolding before his eyes, Ryker knows one thing for sure: with or without the backing of his superiors, he must take drastic action, and quickly, or risk putting millions of innocent lives in danger.
Rob Sinclair is the million copy bestseller of over twenty thrillers, including the James Ryker series. Rob previously studied Biochemistry at Nottingham University. He also worked for a global accounting firm for 13 years, specialising in global fraud investigations.
My thoughts: James Ryker has returned to the JIA and been sent to a troubled African country, posing as a personal protection agent for the president. But he’s not been told everything and as the danger increases and he becomes more involved in the increasingly unstable situation, he loses patience with his boss – Winter, who has turned up in person.
The Russians seem to be involved in something called Project Mars, and the leading opponent to President Benyu has been abducted. Ryker has to unravel the complicated mess he’s in and get out alive.
Another action-packed adventure that sees Ryker into near death danger and yet, like other super sleuths (James Bond, for example) somehow out of it again.
*I was kindly gifted a copy of this book in exchange for taking part in this blog tour, but all opinions remain my own.
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I need your help. Call me.
Ex-intelligence agent James Ryker receives a coded message through a secret drop point, a means of communication known only to him and one other person. The problem is, that other person is his ex-boss, Mackie… and he’s already dead. But the cry for help is real, and it’s a request Ryker can’t refuse.
Travelling to New York alone and without official sanction, Ryker has a single goal in mind, yet even he couldn’t have bargained for the violent world he’s soon embroiled in. Caught in the middle of a spiralling chaos with the FBI on one side, and two warring underworld bosses on the other, Ryker must put all of his skills to the test in order to come out on top, and keep his word. In a world full of lies and deceit, loyalty is everything, and it’s time for James Ryker to pay his dues.A fast-paced thriller filled with twists, turns, and intrigue that will grip fans of Mark Dawson and the Jason Bourne novels.
Rob Sinclair is the million copy bestseller of over twenty thrillers, including the James Ryker series.
Rob previously studied Biochemistry at Nottingham University. He also worked for a global accounting firm for 13 years, specialising in global fraud investigations.
My thoughts: Asked by the dying wife of his former mentor to help their son, former agent James Ryker (not his real name) heads across the pond to track down the absent man. His girlfriend’s father is a gangster, drug dealer, and all round bad guy and now Ryker has to rescue Campbell from his future father-in-law, before the feud between Green and Irish criminal Doughty takes him down with them.
Unfortunately the FBI don’t see things the same way, and Ryker is happy to share intelligence but wants to do things his own way. Agent Chen doesn’t agree.
It’s an action packed, as Ryker races back and forth across New York trying to take down the criminals and keep his old friend’s son safe.
*I was kindly gifted a copy of this book in exchange for taking part in this blog tour, but all opinions remain my own.
A new chiller from multi award winning author of over 50 novels, winner of the New York Festival Radio Award for Best Drama Special and Festival Radio Awards.
That Which Stands Outside is a horror novel inspired by Nordic folklore. After Todd Kingston rescues Yrsa Helgerson from muggers one rainy London night, their resulting friendship quickly develops into a romance. When Yrsa’s mother dies, Todd accompanies her back to her childhood home, an isolated Nordic island. The reception they receive there is one of suspicion and hostility. The islanders believe Yrsa to be a child of a mythic race called the Jötnar, a claim which Yrsa dismisses as superstitious nonsense. But as the island is rocked by a series of devastating events, Todd finds himself caught up in a terrifying battle, one which possibly threatens the future of the world itself.
Morris has written and edited over fifty novels, novellas, short story collections and anthologies. His script work includes audio dramas for Doctor Who, Jago & Litefoot and the Hammer Chillers series. His most recent work includes the Obsidian Heart trilogy (The Wolves of London, The Society of Blood and The Wraiths of War), the original Predator novel Stalking Shadows (co-written with James A. Moore), the official novelization of the Doctor Who60th anniversary special Wild Blue Yonder,new audio adaptations of the classic 1971 horror movie Blood on Satan’s Claw and the M.R. James ghost story A View From a Hill, a 30th anniversary short story collection Warts And All,and, as editor, the anthologies After Sundown, Beyond the Veil, Close to Midnight and Darkness Beckons. Blood on Satan’s Claw won the New York Festival Radio Award for Best Drama Special, and A View From a Hill won the New York Festival Radio Award for Best Digital Drama Program, and was also awarded Silver at the 2020 Audio & Radio Industry Awards. Mark has won two British Fantasy Awards, and has also been nominated for several Stokers and Shirley Jackson Awards.
My thoughts: set on a remote island off the coast of Iceland, this is a creepy and sinister horror thriller that reminded me why I hate pot holing and why when someone says “let’s go poke a bear” the correct response is to run very fast in the opposite direction.
There aren’t any actual bears here, but creepy gnome like creatures called jotnar – I know in some Nordic tales they’re more benevolent, but these ones are murderous and evil.
Todd’s girlfriend Yrsa is from this island and is the reason he, and then his brother, are there. Her mother’s died and they’ve gone over for the funeral. Then she asks if he thinks his brother Robin and his crew of builders would be willing to come over with their equipment and drill a massive hole into an underground cavern. In the dark, in the local cave system (Bear!!)
Horrible things start happening, beginning with an accident that leaves the victim speaking in an ancient version of the local language (Norse maybe?) and it all gets much worse from there on out. It’s bloody and brutal and Todd is terrified. Will anyone make it off the island alive?
The writing is tense and gripping, even as things get more horrifying, I couldn’t stop reading. I love a good creepy book. And this is definitely that.
*I was kindly gifted a copy of this book in exchange for taking part in this blog tour, but all opinions remain my own.
Mark Vogel is like the older brother Stefan Riley never had, until one day he disappears, and Stefan has to adapt to life without him. But, one year later, when he runs into a girl who looks near-identical to Mark, Stefan becomes obsessed. He discovers that other boys have disappeared, too, dozens over the years, most of them students of the Royal College of Saint Almsworth, many of them troubled or unruly before their disappearance.
What is happening to these boys? Who are the handful of women on campus who bear a striking resemblance to some of those who went missing? And what is the connection to the mysterious Dorley Hall?
Stefan works hard to get into the Royal College for one reason and one reason only: to find out exactly what happened to the women who live at Dorley Hall, and to get it to happen to him, too.
A closeted trans girl attempts to infiltrate a secret underground forced feminisation programme.
Content note: this story engages with some reasonably dark topics, including but not limited to torture, manipulation, dysphoria, nonconsensual surgery, and kidnapping. While it isn’t intended to be a dark or dystopian story, the perspective characters are carrying a lot of baggage, and the exploration of the premise might be triggering for trans readers.
Alyson lives in a very small flat in a very large city, and writes fiction with trans themes and characters. Her Twitter is twitter.com/badambulist
My thoughts: I have a lot to say about this book, many questions (which hopefully the rest of the series will answer) and will need a book club or something to discuss this with.
It is very good, incredibly thought provoking and at times shocking (please check all the trigger warnings before reading). As well as being a clever thriller, it’s a fascinating discussion about gender, misogyny, social norms, and who has the right to carry out justice.
Stefan is looking for his missing friend Mark, including getting into the same university, where he hopes to find answers about what happened. What he finds instead blows his mind. Dorley Hall is not at all what he thought, yet, in a way, it is everything he hoped.
There’s also the residents of the dorms, young women dealing with growing into their own skins, with finding their places in society. The flawed society we live in, where women are judged on their appearance, Aunt Bea, the woman who oversees Dorley Hall has some rather antiquated ideas about feminity and what makes someone feminine.
Honestly it’s a good read, if at times quite challenging and it will definitely leave you with lots of thoughts. But that’s never a bad thing. If you want to talk in detail about it – let me know!
*I was kindly gifted a copy of this book in exchange for taking part in this blog tour, but all opinions remain my own.
Congratulations to author Maya Raine on her new dark, romantic suspense novel! This one is an especially dark romance so please read over the content warnings carefully!
Unholy Bonds (Hunters and Preys Duet Book 1)
Publication Date: July 10, 2024
Genre: Romantic Suspense/ Dark Romance
🕸️ Medical Examiner FMC/ Serial unaliver
🩷 Investigative journalist MMC/ Serial unaliver
🕸️ Unhinged, insane
🩷 Insta lust/obsession to more
🕸️ Touch Him/ Her and you f*cking die
🩷 Murder and gore
🕸️ Twisted games
🩷She st@lks first / he falls first
🕸️ Slow burn to SPICY 🔥
🩷 D*rty talk by both FMC and MMC
🕸️ She makes him speechless as often as he makes her c*m.
🩷 Bad-ass, unapologetic FMC who takes what she wants
🕸️ Morally black characters
Three serial killers connected by an unholy thread, tangled in a twisted chase for revenge and blood. In this game of hunters, who will become the ultimate prey?
He is every sin she wants to commit.
Yara West spends her day as a Medical Examiner. At nights, she dons the mask of a twisted killer to satiate the demons in her head. While chasing a target to a local Irish pub, she meets a mysterious stranger chasing his own darkness. Intrigued, she stalks him to an abandoned building and becomes a part of his harrowing secret.
She is the absolution from all his sins.
Ryden Sinclair has seen wickedness all his life. Disappointed by the justice system, he carves his own judgement. When an impulsive kill goes sideways, he finds himself at the mercy of a woman who is but a ghost. In a chase to unmask this woman, he meets the one person who can rip his existence into pieces, not knowing the demons she harbors in her soul.
Their obsession and need for each other twist into something deranged until they can’t help but succumb to their needs. They will play their twisted games, commit the sins, and ask for forgiveness later. But… What they don’t know is…
Someone else is playing this game along with them.
Maya is a fantasy and dark romance author who loves multi-dimensional, morally questionable characters, mystery, complex world building, lores, myth and magic, and of course, murder, enemies-to-lovers and slow burn to burn the world down spice/smut.
Welcome to Connelly Court. A secluded, old money neighborhood, harboring a web of desires and deceit behind pristine facades and manicured lawns, where the lives of a group of neighbors, bound by their shared secrets and unconventional lifestyle, are about to unravel.
Michael and Amelia Ross move into their dream home, and get drawn into the seductive allure. But their house once belonged to a family whose lives were seemingly ruined by their participation, which leads Amelia to question everything about her new-found friends. Suspicions run rampant as the close-knit group turns on each other. Lies, betrayals, and hidden agendas are revealed, ripping apart the fabric that once bound the group together.
“Cul-de-Sac” is a dark tale of marriage, friendship, desire, and betrayal, where nothing is as it seems, and the truth may be more shocking than anyone could have imagined. Discover the twisted secrets of Connelly Court in this chilling domestic suspense novel that will leave you questioning just how well you truly know—or should know—your neighbors.
Liz Crowe is a Kentucky native and graduate of the University of Louisville living in South Carolina. She’s spent her time as a three-continent expat trailing spouse, mom of three, real estate agent, brewery owner and bar manager, and is currently a digital marketing and fundraising consultant, in addition to being an award-winning author.
The Liz Crowe backlist has something for any reader seeking complex storylines with humor and complete casts of characters that will delight and linger in the imagination long after the book is finished.
Her favorite things to do when she’s not scrolling social media for cute animal videos is walk her dogs, cuddle her cats, and watch her favorite sports teams while scrolling social media for cute animal videos.
My first domestic thriller/suspense is out and one question I get asked a fair bit is about my genre switch. I have 30+ romance novels published, everything from first person rom coms to seriously steamy contemporaries. I’ve been writing these since 2008, with my first one published in 2011. I’m actually currently working on a new romcom, something of a Ted Lasso style, sports-based, fish-out-of-water story that I will release as a collaboration with some fun products in Summer, 2025.
So, why the switch?
Well, in my experience, writing romance novels is the ultimate primer in writing about relationships, with an in-depth point of view (POV). What I found as I continued to write and be published in this genre is that I LOVED exploring relationships—of all sorts—not just the romantic ones. Of course, those were the focus of the book(s) but a quick look at my backlist (and reviews) will show you that I love nothing more than a juicy side character who’s begging me for his or her full story. I relish exploring all the relationship dynamics in my books: the main characters don’t live in a vacuum, after all. They have family, friends, and work colleagues. They interact with them in different ways. And digging into those relationships is my favorite part of writing novels.
This book is a suspense novel, so it’s by definition “plot driven” instead of character driven. But because I am who I am as a creative person, I let the characters lead. The plot is deceptively simple. New neighbors move into a nice house they didn’t think they could afford. They have their own, unique, dynamic. They are introduced to the other four families living there, and learn that the house they bought was home to a man who died. It happens. But the reason he died is slowly spun out over the course of the novel by….you guessed it, the characters and their let’s call it “special relationship” they have with each other.
I had such a blast writing this book. It was a giant web of relationships, all intertwined in ways that are intimate, and yet not at the same time. Each couple has issues it’s dealing with that are different from the rest, but at the end of the day, they all took part in something….not great with regard to the Dead Guy.
I’ve decided that while I will definitely not stop writing romances, I’m going to continue to explore how my fascination with close, interpersonal relationships will drive other types of stories. I’m looking forward to where this will lead me. And I certainly hope you get a chance to enjoy Cul-de-Sac and the naughty neighbors of Connelly Court soon!
On writing:
In your book Cul-de-Sac, you imply that polyamorous relationships are unsustainable. Why is that?
In my research for this book and its complicated set of relationships, I read a lot about how humans are supposedly, somehow, wired for non-monogamy—that polyamory is more in keeping with how our biology would demand of us. I get that on a certain level. But it was more fun to me to explore how certain types of people might think they wanted that lifestyle, but how after these people explored it and satisfied their curiosity about it, the also-very-human condition of jealousy would begin to overtake them.
What is a favorite compliment you have received on your writing?
From my romance-heavy backlist I was told a lot that my characters were so “real,” and sometimes even “too real,” and I always took that as a compliment. For this book I hoped to show five different couples on five different journeys who happened to collide in a certain way and who all learned different lessons from the experience. And the reviews I’m getting are gratifying when it comes to the realism of my characters and their reactions to certain situations. Oh, and I’m super stoked that pretty much no one guessed the ending of this book!
There are many domestic suspense books out there….What makes yours different?
Oh wow, that’s a hard truth, isn’t it?!
I think that Cul-de-Sac blends a ton of what I learned from my last decade plus as a romance author about human relationships, along with my desire to throw serious, real-life roadblock at characters and show how they work themselves out of them (or not, as the case may be). I adore writing romances because relationships are what drive stories for me but what’s different about this, as a “domestic suspense” is that there are a whole BUNCH of relationships all intertwined and one of the characters involved ends up dead—so everyone is either finger pointing or soul-searching until the true reason is revealed. It’s a character study, with a murder at its core. And a real twist for an ending!
Which was the hardest character to write? The easiest?
I had a blast with all of these characters. There are five different couples all with different sets of motivations and drivers. I made every attempt to get deep into every single character’s POV at least once to show how or why they might be the reason that one of them died—and not by suicide as it’s explained away at first. Because I could create more than one, I really was able to show different types of marriages/origin stories and their different paths that brought them to the complicated relationship they all share.
What is your next project?
I believe that I’ve reached the point in my career where I’m going to be a lot more choosier and careful about the projects that I commit to. I’ve had years where I’ve written and published a book a month (I don’t necessarily recommend this but I did learn a lot by doing it), and I’ve gone a year or two without a focused project. I’m settling into a groove and have my next 3 years’ worth of books planned. Next year, it’s a rom com that has turned into an exciting collaboration with some brands in Louisville, KY, a place where I lived many years and attended college and that holds a special place in my heart. It’s a “Ted Lasso” inspired story about a fictional pro football team, that combines fun aspects of a “Ted and Rebecca” dynamic but includes real locations and products, and an attempt to keep a lagging sports brand above the surface using gimmicks and stuff that actually become viral sensations. I plan to release this book in late June 2025.
My next THRILLER will be released in 2026!
How long have you been writing?
I didn’t start writing fiction until about 2008, and my first book (such as it was and you should be thankful you weren’t subject to it, lol) was published in 2010. I have always been a reader, and my family likes to remind me that even when I was forced to weed a garden as a teenager I had a book with me.
On rituals:
Do you write every day?
If I’m deep into a project, I do. I used to let myself get drawn in too deep so that other aspects of my life suffered. I’m better about that now, and when I’ve gotten other work done I’ll look at the clock and say “now, write for an hour” or two or whatever so I know it’s healthy to take breaks. There is so much to being an indie author, you really have to give yourself the grace to spend some days on promotions or other tasks and not berate your inner muse too hard!
Is there a specific ritualistic thing you do during your writing time?
LOL I eat. And by “eat” I mean I stick food in my mouth and then am surprised/shocked when I come up for air and see that I’m surrounded by empty chip bags or whatever. I’ve never been able to break myself of that, unfortunately so now I try** to only keep boring stuff like grapes, carrot sticks or blueberries around. I still sort of blind eat while I’m writing but at least it’s a little bit healthier.
**not always successfully
Fun Stuff:
Favorite travel spot?
I am lucky in that I got to live overseas for several years, in 3 distinctly different and amazing countries (Memoir is on the horizon!). Because of that, I have to say that Turkey is definitely up there. We lived in Istanbul for 2 years and tried to use our time there to be tourists on occasion. Being an expat does not equal non-stop tourism but we tried to take advantage of our various locations to see places we would not otherwise get to. And because of this, I’d say my favorite place is a resort on the coast of Turkey where the Aegean and the Mediterranean seas meet. It was a family-oriented place since we had 3 small children but we hope to get back there in the next year or two to enjoy it sans kiddos.
What’s the funniest thing that ever happened to you? The scariest? The strangest?
Ok, another Turkey story because my experience getting arrested by the Turkish Gendarme during my last week living there would fill all three of these categories….It was a mix up but it was funny (later), scary and strange all at once.
What TV series are you currently binge watching?
I am on my fourth rewatch of Ted Lasso, but the newest one I’m watching is based on a book I read years ago by Blake Crouch called Dark Matter. I am looking forward to The Bear, season three!
What song is currently playing on a loop in your head?
I’m more than a tad obsessed with Eminem’s new songs and can totes identify with all the TikToks showing us Gen Z-ers being all “yeah we told you he was the bomb.” Also, since I watched him perform during the celebration of the reopening of Central Station in Detroit (I lived in SE Mich for 18 years, longer than I’ve lived anywhere), I’ve got his new song that samples Steve Miller Band’s Abracadabra on a loop in my head, in a good way.
Tell us about your longest friendship.
My longest running friendship is with a woman who was one of my college roommates. She still lives back in Louisville (one of my favorite places in the world), with her family, retired from working at our alma mater, the University of Louisville, and now is an educational business consultant. We travel together, and text each other our NYT puzzle results pretty much every day. She visited us in Turkey and when we lived in England. She’s a total inspiration to me, for a lot of reasons and I treasure our friendship.
What’s the most courageous thing you’ve ever done?
I’d also call this the dumbest thing I ever did and that was to abandon my perfectly good career as a real estate agent to help some men open a successful brewery. It was a success, and I am happy to take credit for a lot of that success but it was a mistake to trust them and I regret it. I have mined the heck out of my experience as a woman in the (still very much a) man’s “world” of beer for stories, and I have made some friends I will keep forever thanks to it. It took a lot of guts for me to do it, but it’s one of those things that keeps me up nights because of how gullible I was for trusting them.
Excerpt
“Are you serious?” Melissa put the final touches on her makeup. It was Labor Day, but real estate recognized very few holidays, and she’d spent too many weeks out of pocket already. There was work to be done. Money to be made. “Hello? Emily? You there?”
“Yes, sorry. I had to…”
But Melissa didn’t hear her. Not really. Most times, she was barely aware of Emily Arya. Emily was that kind of a female—the easily ignored kind. She was a good teacher. Melissa was sure enough of that to have ensured that Danny was in her class this fall. And Melissa admired anyone who actually enjoyed being around little kids all day.
But Emily had said something fairly shocking, so Melissa blinked fast to dry her mascara then picked up the phone and took it back into the bedroom with her so she could find the shoes she wanted for today. Pressing the Bluetooth earpiece farther into her ear canal, she surveyed the footwear options on the long shelf in the walk-in closet Ryan had designed for her. Once she located the wedge sandals with open toes she’d been thinking about, she slipped her feet into them and sat a moment on the leather chair near the bedroom window. “Well? Are you? Serious?”
“As a heart attack. And I’d know.”
Melissa chuckled. Emily could be funny, in her wry, quiet way. “Well, I have to say, I’m surprised. I mean, we all know that Allen isn’t keen on it. He’s obviously intimidated by Michael.”
“Or he’s a racist.”
“Of course he’s a racist. Shit, Ryan’s a racist mick if ever there was one. But he’s pretty keen to have little miss pretty buns in on the fun. You know?”
The was a beat of silence on the other end of the line. Melissa only noticed it when it stretched into a second minute. She was preoccupied, trying to gather all her crap together anyway. She passed by Danny, who was curled up on his usual end of the couch diddling away with his iPad. Of Ryan there was no sign, which irritated her. He knew she had appointments today. He’d said he’d stick around and hang out with Danny.
“Mama, do you have my Lunchables ready for tomorrow?”
Melissa sighed. Danny and his damn Lunchables. But getting mad didn’t help. Besides, in a way, she was pretty damn obsessed with routines herself.
She knew better than to make what was wrong with Danny into something as routine as an exaggeration of her own simple compulsion to have a specific salad with a certain kind of dressing on the side every day at twelve thirty. She’d been warned by enough doctors not to do that. Danny’s issues were deeper, more complex, and required way more patience. It was that, sometimes, her patience was stretched so thin by recalcitrant sellers or buyers with decision-making syndrome she had nothing left.
But there was no excuse to be bitchy this morning. She’d had three weeks of lake vacation, plus a reasonably pleasant return to the cul-de-sac status quo two nights ago.
A smile snuck across her face at the memory. It had been a real free-for-all. Something they’d never actually done in a group, or as a group, or whatever you wanted to call it. She’d enjoyed her time with Allen, as usual, but with the added bonus of Barrett, before she’d turned to find Sai watching from across the room. A shiver snuck down her spine.
Damn, but it had been wild.
And now they were going to add this couple, Amelia and Michael Ross? Really? She’d been ready to say no if it came to some kind of a vote. Then again, it wasn’t a democracy. It was the Janice and Allen Show.
“Emily? I’m gonna have to get to…”
“I don’t know if Sai and I…I mean, we…”
“I know, Emily. I feel that way sometimes, too. I mean, especially after this last…um…experience.”
“Right. It was kind of crazy. I don’t know. I mean, all this stuff with Laura. And you didn’t see Tom in that tub. I did. It was horrible.”
“I can only imagine.” Melissa’s pulse was racing. She needed this conversation to end. Now.
“I think that somehow, what we did, I mean, all those times we…”
Melissa rolled her eyes at the sound of Emily’s voice breaking. “I have to get to work, Emily. But to recap: We’re supposed to take Amelia out to lunch and ask her to, ah, join us in the, um, group?”
“That’s what Janice told me over coffee. She asked me to call you. She had to go do her volunteering. I need to get over to my classroom now, so I’m calling you, but I don’t know who’s calling Cassie.”
Melissa winced. Cassie had been as eager as any of them the other night, jumping right into the fray as it were, her baby bump sticking out like some kind of a bad omen. Of course, all she’d wanted was to mess around with Janice. Which suited everyone else, as a bit of a fluffer foreplay.
“So, we’re on a phone tree now?” Melissa was pissed Janice hadn’t told her first. She and Ryan had formed the original foursome after all. But Janice had something up her ass lately when it came to Allen and her. She needed to get over it. That didn’t stop the immature thrill of female friendship jealousy hitting her brain, making her skin hot all over.
“I guess,” Emily said. “I don’t know anymore, Melissa. The time we took off, those months, it was kind of normalizing.”
“And boring,” Melissa said, sharply. Too sharply. She was sick of her neighbor’s mealymouthed crap right now. Especially since she’d availed herself of Ryan’s talents the other night. Ryan liked her “softness” as he put it. The way she was so “pliant” and “sweet.”
Stop it, Melissa. You’re being childish.
“So, about this lunch…”
“Right. I’m going to call Amelia later today and invite her this coming Sunday to the country club for brunch. Just us girls, you know. Plenty of mimosas, gin and tonics, whatever. The guys are gonna take Michael golfing I think.”
Melissa sighed again. She had her purse on her shoulder. Her leather briefcase was at her feet. She needed to get the hell out of here. To work. To put this behind her. She hadn’t realized how much this past year had been spent normalizing things. Letting go of the things they did together with their neighbors. Things that, on the face of it, were so completely sordid she had them neatly compartmentalized, tucked away in the inner recesses of her brain during the days she woke, rose, fed her son and husband, and went to work making money. A lot of money. While Ryan did the same.
On the other hand, they were all consenting adults. They’d made this arrangement over a lovely steak dinner and too many bottles of expensive Cabernet. They’d consummated it that very night. A night that would go down in Melissa’s memory as the most erotic, amazing, eye-opening experience of her life.
The Franks were the first to arrive. She’d met them, gotten a good feeling about them, introduced them to Janice then closed the deal on the house. Ryan’s company had more or less gutted it and put it back together to Laura’s specifications. Tom Franks was an accountant. They’d moved here when he got hired by a large firm in Detroit. But, after three years, he’d gone out on his own, opened an office in a restored building downtown here. And seemed to be doing very well, considering Laura didn’t work.
It had always struck her and Ryan as odd that they had top-of-the-line new Audis every other year. They went on fancy vacations all over the world with their kids. Laura had had plenty of surgical help to keep herself looking fresh, thanks to Allen’s practice. “I mean, seriously, how much can the guy make doing taxes for the yoga studios and restaurants?” Ryan asked her repeatedly, as if she would know.
They’d taken Tom up on his offer to take a look at their situation, which was triple complicated since Ryan had an LLC and she worked on 100 percent commission. Once he’d figured out what a genius Tom was with tax shelters and whatnot, Ryan had stopped complaining about him. And she’d forgotten about it altogether. As long as she didn’t have to write a big-ass check in April to cover her tax bill, she was fine with whatever Tom and Ryan did with the money.
“Sunday brunch with the neighbor ladies, huh?” Melissa picked up her bag and glanced around, trying to figure out where in the hell Ryan was hiding himself. “All right, fine. I’m in.”
“But what are we going to say to her?”
“Not sure. But I am sure we can follow Janice’s lead. She’s the boss lady in all of this after all.”
“Right. Sure. Okay.”
“You don’t sound too convinced.”
“I’m not. I told you already, Sai and I are probably going to, um, stop. You know.”
“Well, it’s a free country.” Melissa would miss Sai. He had an amazing cock, truly. Even Ryan was impressed by it. They always paired off in the same room and had spent several pleasant hours with the Ayras. The one time she let Ryan play outside of her line of sight in the early days after they’d added the Franks into their mix, she’d been so jealous she’d almost given him a concussion later in a knock-down-drag-out fight that had ended with Ryan in the emergency room, telling the doctor that he’d fallen off the ladder at a job site earlier that day and her in hysterical tears at his bedside while they kept him overnight for observation.
“I haven’t made up my mind yet. Not really. I mean, don’t you ever feel, I don’t know, weird about all of this? Isn’t it kind of…sick and wrong?”
“No, I don’t ever think that, Emily,” she lied. “I really have to go to work.”
“Okay. Sorry.”
Melissa felt guilty within a fraction of a second. “I’m sorry. I don’t mean to snap or cut you off. I’m kind of busy. But I’m so thrilled Danny’s going to be in your classroom this year. He’s a handful. As you already know.”
“I love Danny. He’s a wonderful boy.” The sincerity in Emily’s voice, which had switched into teacher mode, relieved Melissa. She looked over at her son, his nose so close to the screen it lit his face up with a weird, sickly blue glow. “We’re going to be fine.”
“He has his educational plan already set. And gets therapy twice a week.”
“I know. I’m ready for him. I’m really looking forward to it. You’ll see. He’s going to love school this year.”
“God. I hope so. Listen, I’ll call you later, okay?”
When Jake Meredith is arrested for the murder of his wife, he’s adamant he isn’t guilty, even though her blood is all over his hands and his prints are on the murder weapon. He has no memory of attacking her.
His solicitor brother claims Jake is a sleepwalker, and he is sent to a revolutionary new sleep clinic for assessment.
Jake is convinced he didn’t kill his wife, and is intent on finding answers. But locked away in a clinic, he’s impeded at every turn. Is his incarceration accidental, or part of a larger web of lies? And worse still, is he losing his mind or the unwitting victim of something far more sinister? All he knows is there’s something going on in the room with the red door…
A dark and twisty psychological thriller that’ll have you guessing right up until the end, perfect for fans of Freida McFadden, The Silent Patient and Anna O.
M. A. Hunter is the alter ego of Stephen Edger, the bestselling author of psychological and crime thrillers, including the Kate Matthews series. Living in Southampton, he uses his insider knowledge to deliver realistic and unsettling suspense on every page. M.A. enjoys reading anything that will keep him awake at night and is a passionate advocate for contemporary cinema.
My thoughts: Jake is admitted to a sleep clinic on Lundy Island off the coast of Devon, he’s been accused of killing his wife, something he can’t remember, and according to his brother he might have been sleepwalking.
As the assessment begins he starts to lose time, his memory seems to be getting worse and the other patients unnerve him. Worse still he’s dreaming about his experiences in the army, terrible nightmares that might be PTSD.
It all gets a bit Shutter Island, things are much stranger than Jake first thinks, and his fractured reality is more complicated than he remembers.
Full of twists and turns, this is a compelling and clever thriller.
*I was kindly gifted a copy of this book in exchange for taking part in this blog tour, but all opinions remain my own.
We all have that friend – the one who doesn’t quite belong. Dinah Marshall is that person and knows it. After someone drops out, she’s invited to spend the weekend at a luxury holiday home with women she’s known since university. However, the gulf between them has widened since then, and Dinah is conscious of being the only one with no money, career, partner or children. Feeling like an outsider, she takes to snooping around the house. She’s fascinated by its owners, Sarah and Isaac Rivers – and when she discovers she can secretly stay an extra night, that fascination quickly spirals into obsession.
When Isaac Rivers meets ‘Diana Malone’ at an exclusive members club, he introduces her to his wife and friends, and she’s soon welcomed into the group. She seems to be trying a little too hard, however, and as her somewhat intense behaviour starts to raise both eyebrows and questions, one of her new acquaintances begins to suspect she isn’t who she says she is. For Diana – or is it Dinah? -this is a disaster: she’s worked hard to get where she has, and these suspicions threaten everything. But Diana isn’t the only one with secrets, and if she’s going down, then she might just take everyone else with her . . .
My thoughts: Dinah is very strange, we all wish we lived different lives, how the other half live etc, but she inveigles her way into Sarah and Isaac’s life, leaving a trail of disruption and chaos. Their friend (frenemy?) Evangeline aka Vanjie, suspects her of being someone she’s not, and is not welcoming, their perfect foursome doesn’t need a fifth wheel. Only it’s not so perfect and Dinah’s intrusion causes the cracks to show and everything starts to crumble.
What she discovers and puts together is shocking, someone in this tight knit group has risked everything to keep things the way they want them and will even stoop to harming the children if they get in their way. For all Dinah’s pretending and slightly creepy behaviour, she’s far from the worst person around.
Tense, clever and a bit disturbing, this is an excellent psychological thriller that takes the whole “grass is greener”, “I’ll have what they’ve got” to extremes. Delicious.
*I was kindly gifted a copy of this book in exchange for taking part in this blog tour, but all opinions remain my own.