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Blog Tour: Thirty Days of Darkness – Jenny Lund Madsen, translated by Megan E. Turney 

To celebrate the paperback release of Thirty Days of Darkness, I’m re-sharing my review from last year’s hardback tour. Read on for more info and to see what I thought the first time I read this book.

It’s also now available in Sainsbury’s  – so pop a copy in your trolley!

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A snobbish Danish literary author is challenged to write a crime novel in thirty days, travelling to a small village in Iceland for inspiration, and then a body appears … an atmospheric, darkly funny, twisty debut thriller, first in an addictive new series.

Copenhagen author Hannah is the darling of the literary community and her novels have achieved massive critical acclaim. But nobody actually reads them, and frustrated by writer`s block, Hannah has the feeling that she`s doing something wrong.
When she expresses her contempt for genre fiction, Hanna is publicly challenged to write a crime novel in thirty days. Scared that she will lose face, she accepts, and her editor sends her to HÚ safjÖ ð ur – a quiet, tight-knit village in Iceland, filled with colourful local characters – for inspiration.
But two days after her arrival, the body of a fisherman´ s young son is pulled from the water … and what begins as a search for plot material quickly turns into a messy and dangerous investigation that threatens to uncover secrets that put everything at risk … including Hannah…
Atmospheric, dramatic and full of nerve-jangling twists and turns, Thirty Days of Darkness is a darkly funny, unsettling debut Nordic Noir thriller that marks the start of a breath-taking new series.

Jenny Lund Madsen is one of Denmark’s most acclaimed scriptwriters (including the international hits Rita and Follow the Money) and is known as an advocate for better representation for sexual and ethnic minorities in Danish TV and film. She recently made her debut as a playwright with the critically acclaimed Audition (Aarhus Teater) and her debut literary thriller, Thirty Days of Darkness, first in an addictive new series, won the Harald Mogensen Prize for Best Danish Crime Novel of the year and was shortlisted for the coveted Glass Key Award.

My thoughts: come with me to an Icelandic village in the middle of nowhere, in winter, where writer Hannah is attempting to write a crime novel in 30 days to win a bet. When there’s a murder, which she gets involved in and puts her safety at risk. She doesn’t speak the language, forcing others to have to speak English or Danish, she doesn’t know the people, but she’s pretty sure she can catch the killer. As you do.

I found Hannah a bit grating, she pushes her way into people’s lives and business with little regard for their feelings and clearly thinks very highly of herself. Her career is stalling as not many people seem that keen on her literary fiction – preferring crime writers like her nemesis Jørn. Which is why she boasts she can write a whole crime novel in a month. This tickled me, I do love it when writers poke fun at the industry and their own genre.

Especially when the book is so good, like this one. Jenny Lund Madsen has written a cracking crime thriller, with all the good ingredients – remote location, nosey outsider, secrets that have been buried for years, lots of possible suspects, a conflicted community, a lone policeman, and winter closing in. Iceland’s unique geography and the fact that the sun isn’t in evidence for much of the winter adds to the sinister atmosphere – snow bound crimes are always a bit more macabre than sunny ones. The winter darkness adds to the sense of claustrophobia and paranoia, someone here is a killer. They can’t leave, but neither can anyone else.

Full of suspense, intrigue and horror, this dark and twisted tale of murder and tragedy is absolutely perfect for a dark and stormy night’s reading. Or not, if you don’t want to stay up all night!

*I was kindly gifted a copy of this book in exchange for taking part in this blog tour, but all opinions remain my own.

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Blog Tour: The Takedown – Evie Hunter


A woman scorned…

On board the superyacht Perseus, moored in the glamorous harbour in Antibes, Freya Addison is settling into her new role as hostess.
The other crew members all like Freya, she is calm and diligent and a hard worker, but what they don’t know is that Freya has a secret and an ulterior motive for being on board.
Revenge will be hers.

Because Freya isn’t here to travel the world in style. She has her sights set on one thing only, bringing down the owner of the yacht – the rich and arrogant Julian Falcon.
A man who ripped the heart out of Freya’s family.
And a man she will make pay…

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Evie Hunter is a British author and a bit of a nomad, who’s spent the last twenty years roaming the world and finding inspiration from the places she’s visited. An animal lover and recently widowed, she’s now settled back in the UK with her rescued Spanish Podenco, Markos. Keep up to date with all her releases by joining her mailing list

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My thoughts: set on a glamorous yacht sailing to Ibiza, this is a tale of revenge, dodgy money and terrible men. Freya has joined the crew to get back at the man she blames for her sister’s death – Julian Falcon, he’s a dodgy dealer with fingers in various pies, only someone’s swiped his latest pile of suspiciously acquired money, the police are after him and he’s planning to stitch up some underlings and scarper.

Freya discovers she isn’t the only person who hates Falcon and wants him arrested or dead. But when a murder occurs in an Ibizan hotel and it’s linked to Falcon, all plans are on hold till the local police carry out their investigation. No one wants to draw attention to their own scheme.

There’s a lot going on here, revenge plots, stolen money, police in two countries taking notice of the yacht’s owner, various iffy people attached to Falcon, a murder, and it doesn’t all seem to connect up at first, but slowly, as the characters assemble all the pieces, it’s clear that Falcon is up to his neck and running out of time too. Not everyone will be happy with the fall out but some at least will feel they’ve got what they wanted.

I liked Freya, she didn’t have a particularly detailed plan to get her revenge but she was determined to find a way to make Falcon pay – she couldn’t link him to her sister’s death directly, but in teaming up with the boat’s captain and a few others with access and revenge on their minds, she’s able to get more than enough evidence, the murder is a bit of a bonus as it gets the police involved very quickly, without her having to take too many risks.

*I was kindly gifted a copy of this book in exchange for taking part in this blog tour, but all opinions remain my own.

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Blog Tour: Never Closer – Margot Shepherd


On an ordinary day in 2017, Jo receives a phone call about her 18-year-old
daughter, Jessie. It is the call that every parent dreads. In 1940, 17-year-old
Alice ties on her facemask and enters a laboratory to harvest a potential new
miracle drug called penicillin. The lives of these women become entwined
when Jo finds Alice’s diary in a vintage handbag. Past and present overlap
and merge as life-changing events resonate for them all across the gulf of
time.

This is a story about a diary opening a door on the past, chronicling a young
woman’s determination to succeed against all odds, while unknowingly
inspiring others to step into a better life. Set against the backdrop of the
Second World War, the infancy of antibiotics and a modern medical
emergency and its consequences, it not only reminds us how fortunate we
are to live now, but also serves as a stark warning about the fragility of life
and the dangers of complacency.

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Margot Shepherd is a British author who was born in Yorkshire where she spent her
childhood. She now lives in rural Sussex with her husband and Springer Spaniel, Genni.
When she’s not writing she works in medical research at the University of Surrey. She writes about family relationships with a particular emphasis on women and science from a female point of view.

My thoughts: Jo finds Alice’s diary from 1940 in a vintage handbag, and inspired by Alice’s life, both Jo and her daughter decide to make changes to their lives. Jessie has contracted meningitis, and thankfully has recovered, Alice’s diary helps her as she and Jo read it.

Alice works in a lab in 1940 helping develop penicillin – and make huge changes in treating infectious diseases, saving lives. Her father is away fighting in the war, and she struggles with her mum and brother. Her work inspires her to want more and apply to be a nurse.

As Jo and Jessie read Alice’s diary and the story moves back and forth in time, these three women will all become more than they are.

I felt personally connected to Alice’s story, my mum had a serious kidney condition as a child and was hospitalised – antibiotics saved her life, I wouldn’t be here if they didn’t exist thanks to scientists and their assistants like Alice. And much like Alice, my mum trained as a nurse and served in the NHS for over 40 years.

I also really loved Jo and Jessie – their relationship is strengthened as they live together during Jessie’s recovery, Jo realises she’s surrendered her life in order to do what her husband thought best, and that she should rebuild her career and do something for herself now both her daughters are grown up.

Jessie also decides a bit more about her future – she’s studying physics and wants to work on antibiotic resistance, so more people can survive illnesses like the meningitis she contracted.

The book is full of hope – all three women across both timelines are moving towards hopeful, bright new futures.

*I was kindly gifted a copy of this book in exchange for taking part in this blog tour, but all opinions remain my own.

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Blog Tour: Death in Bacton Wood – Ross Greenwood


A family’s secrets lie buried. The time has come to uncover the truth…

When a mud-splattered man staggers from Bacton Wood with a terrifying tale about being buried alive, DS Ashley Knight and her team are called in to investigate. Soon, another victim is found, and more men are missing – all with connections to the well-known Vialli family.

The Major Investigation Team find themselves attempting to untangle a case that stretches from Eastern Europe through to North Norfolk. Along with rookie detective, the whip-smart Hector Fade, Ashley is in a race against time trying to help a family who seem determined to take matters into their own hands. And when Ashley suspects there is a department rat, the stakes get even higher.

As the evidence continues to point in different directions, and as new victims are uncovered thick and fast, Ashley and Hector begin to fear they have finally met their match in a killer too ruthless and clever to be caught.

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I was born in 1973 in Peterborough and lived there until I was 20, attending The King’s School in the city. I then began a rather nomadic existence, living and working all over the country and various
parts of the world.
I found myself returning to Peterborough many times over the years, usually when things had gone wrong. It was on one of these occasions that I met my partner about 100 metres from my back door
whilst walking a dog. Two children swiftly followed. I’m still a little stunned by the pace of it now.
Fifty Years of Fear book was started a long time ago but parenthood and then after working in sales management all my life, I randomly spent four years as a prison officer. Ironically it was the four a.m. feed which gave me the opportunity to finish the book as unable to get back to sleep I completed it in the early morning hours.
It’s surprising for me to realise I’ve written ten books now. There are two strands, one where the books concern lives affected by prison, and then my detective series starring DI John Barton. The first Barton book, The Snow Killer hit the coveted number one spot on KOBO, with the second and third in the series not far behind.

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My thoughts: another gripping case for DS Ashley Knight and her team as a young man digs himself out of a grave in the woods and gets hit by a car. He claims he has no idea who buried him or why, but there’s something strange going on and after he’s abducted from the hospital, Ashley narrows in on a local family who might be involved in some illegal business.

Two of the sons have also gone missing, but their father, who seems to have a mole in the police station, insists he has no idea what’s going on and the eldest son has disappeared, although more likely by choice. Could this all be a vendetta relating to the family’s unsavoury business?

Meanwhile Ashley’s also got her Inspector assessment and needs to make some decisions about her personal life – her casual relationship with Barry isn’t going anywhere and she needs to prioritise things.

The team need to crack the case before more bodies turn up and there might be a link with an older case, that should get them some answers.

Dealing with some of the worst crimes, like people trafficking and murder, this is a grim and rather brutal case. The bodies they do find have been tortured and Hector’s history knowledge comes in useful, as does the drugs squad’s local info. Ashley wants to flush out the dirty cop who’s passing on information to the Vialli family, and who knows who else, so she sets a few little traps, not knowing there’s something else in play. She’s an excellent detective and her team are tight, although Hector’s off to bigger things. Might Ashley also be moving on if she makes Inspector?

I really enjoyed this series and while the author implies this is it for Ashley and her team, in terms of books, I never say never.

*I was kindly gifted a copy of this book in exchange for taking part in this blog tour, but all opinions remain my own.

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Blog Tour: Murder on the Italian Riviera – T.A. Williams

A brand-new cosy crime series set in gorgeous Tuscany…It’s murder in paradise!

An ex-con…
Private investigator Dan Armstrong is no stranger to working with criminals, but when he’s approached for help by Bianca Moretti, he’s on high alert. Bianca is intelligent and beautiful, and Dan likes her, but he also once sent her to prison…

A suspicious death…
Bianca explains that a guest has been found dead at her father’s luxurious and private retreat on the beautiful Italian Riviera. The police are sure the death is accidental, but Bianca is convinced the
man’s been murdered. Dan’s sure he can get to the bottom of things…as long as Bianca is telling him the whole truth.

A very revealing case!
But when Dan arrives at the resort, he’s in for a shock. He finds that the place is a naturist retreat, and everybody is walking around stark naked! Dan is determined to discover the truth, but this is going to mean revealing a whole lot more of himself than he expected.
Can Dan sniff out the truth about this case before Oscar’s cold wet nose causes havoc?

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I write under the androgynous name T A Williams because 65% of books are read by women. In my first book one of the (female) characters suggests the imbalance is due to the fact that men spend too much time getting drunk and watching football. I couldn’t possibly comment. Ask my wife…

I’ve written all sorts: thrillers, historical novels, short stories and now I’m enjoying myself hugely writing romance and whodunnits. Romantic comedies are what we all need from time to time. Life isn’t always very fair. It isn’t always a lot of fun, but when it is, we need to embrace it.

Murder mystery is all very well, but it needs to put a smile on your face, so that’s why I like to inject some humour. I’m having a lot of fun writing the Armstrong and Oscar cozy mystery series set in sunny
Italy. They are all standalone books but if you really want to do it properly, start with the first one in the series, Murder in Tuscany. If my books can whisk you away to gorgeous locations, put a smile on
your face and maybe give your heartstrings a tug, then I know I’ve done my job.

I’ve lived all over Europe, but now I live in a little village in sleepy Devon, tucked away in south west England. I love the place. That’s why you’ll find leafy lanes and thatched cottages in many of my
books. Oh, yes, and a black Labrador.

I’ve been writing since I was 14 and that is well over half a century ago. However, underneath this bald, wrinkly exterior, there beats the heart of a youngster. My wife is convinced I will never grow up.
I hope she’s right.

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My thoughts: return to lovely, sunny Tuscany and Dan Armstrong (and obviously the wonderful Oscar) has a new case. One that will take him to Liguria, right at the top and along a bit of the boot that is Italy.

Amid the winding roads and mountain vistas, is a naturist camp where a suspicious death has tragically taken place. The police think it’s an accident, but the resort’s owner and his daughter think differently. Recruiting Dan to help out, they forget to tell him that everyone, guests and staff, will be naked. Oops.

Dan gets digging, and with a little help from friends back in the UK police and intelligence services, realises the dead man was more than he appeared to be. After a second death, almost identical to the first, it’s clear to Dan, and the local police, that there’s a killer in the resort. But who? There’s some suspicious types letting it all hang out by the pool.

Another funny, witty and rather ingenious case for the former DCI and his canine sidekick (who manages not to stick his snout anywhere unmentionable).

*I was kindly gifted a copy of this book in exchange for taking part in this blog tour, but all opinions remain my own.

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Blog Tour: The Quality of Love – Ariane Banks 

When her mother Celia Paget died, Ariane Bankes inherited a battered trunk stuffed with letters and diaries belonging to Celia and her twin Mamaine. This correspondence charted the remarkable lives of the Paget sisters and their friends and lovers, including Arthur Koestler, Albert Camus, Sartre and de Beauvoir, and George Orwell. 

Out of this rich archive, The Quality of Love weaves the story of these captivating and unusually beautiful identical twins who overcame a meagre education to take 1930s London society by storm and move among Europe’s foremost intellectuals during the twentieth century’s most dramatic decades. Above all, it is a sparkling portrait of the deep connection between two spirited sisters.

Ariane Bankes had a long career in publishing, including at John Murray and V&A Publishing, before becoming a writer, critic and curator. Her writing has appeared in the SpectatorTLSFinancial Times, Country Life and Slightly Foxed. She is Honorary President of Koestler Arts, and runs the Hatchards & Biographers’ Club First Biography Prize and the Elizabeth Buccleuch Prize.

My thoughts: I found this book, a biography of the author’s mother and aunt, utterly captivating. They lived through some of the most tumultuous years of the twentieth century, loved and were loved by some of the most extraordinary characters and lived an incredible life.

The Paget twins were beautiful, clever (but not exactly educated  – school wasn’t really a priority) and well connected. They were feted by society magazines and fashion pages alike.

They had many long and complicated love affairs and counted people like George Orwell (who proposed to Celia) and Albert Camus (who had a long affair with Mamaine) among their closest friends and admirers. At times it reads a little like a Who’s Who of the mid twentieth century, which I found delightful, seeing as so many of the writers and figures are ones I’m interested in.

Orphaned young, they had a strange childhood, and despite being very bright, little formal education – something I don’t think you’d be able to do now. They were presented at court (twice!) and lived the sort of life that doesn’t sound entirely real, moving around Europe, lunching with the literary elite of London, Paris and beyond.

But they both suffered terrible health problems – related to chronic asthma and possibly as a result of the trauma of their parents’ deaths. In and out of hospitals and sanatoriums in places like Switzerland, for the air. It’s amazing they managed to fit so much living in. Mamaine sadly died quite young, but Celia went on to marry and have two children – the author and her brother, settling into domesticity after all her adventures.

Using her mother’s archive of letters, photos and other documents, as well as the stories she was told growing up, Ariane Bankes has created a beautiful snapshot of a period of time lost to us now but also a love letter to the bond between two extraordinary sisters. It’s really moving and tender at times, as the letters travel back and forth between sisters separated by geography, love affairs and health worries.

*I was kindly gifted a copy of this book in exchange for taking part in this blog tour, but all opinions remain my own.

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Blog Tour: One Long Weekend – Shari Low


When all seems lost, hope remains…

Val Murray has mislaid her most precious mementoes of the people she’s loved and lost. Can her family, the wonders of technology and a little divine intervention somehow mend her shattered heart?

Sophie Smith had to take a rain check on a marriage proposal. Will her bid to turn back the clock lead her to her greatest love or yet another heartbreak?

Alice McLenn stood by her husband, Larry when a scandal cost them everything. When he hits the headlines again, Alice has an opportunity to leave – but can she find the strength to finally walk away?

Rory Brookes was forced to turn his back on his parents to save his career and marriage. Now, he’s lost his job and wife on the same day. Is it too late to make amends with the one person who never
let him down?

Three days. Four broken hearts. Just one weekend to make them whole again.

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In January 2021, Shari Low celebrated 20 years as a best selling novelist. In that time, she has published over 25 books, including A Life Without You, The Story Of Our Life, Temptation Street, My One Month Marriage, One Day In Summer and her non-fiction collection of parenthood memories, Because Mummy Said So.
In late 2020, her first novel, What If? (originally published in 2001) was updated and re-released and became a best seller. In January 2021, the sequel, What Now? was released and joined What If? on
the best-seller charts.

In real life, once upon a time she met a guy, got engaged after a week, and twenty-something years later lives near Glasgow with her husband and a labradoodle. Her two teenagers have now left home, so she spends an inordinate amount of time on video calls checking if they’re eating well and keeping up to date with their laundry.

For all the latest news, visit Shari on Facebook, twitter, instagram or at http://www.sharilow.com

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My thoughts: we’re back with Val, Cathy and Carol – characters who pop up in several of Shari’s other books, and who always put a smile on my face.

Sadly Val’s lovely husband Don has passed away and she’s off to London to stay with her beloved nieces. But as she’s rushing out the door, she panics and adds her most precious possessions to her handbag.

The four rings – her ring from Don, his wedding ring, her late daughter’s and her best friend Josie’s – more like tiny pieces of them than jewellery. Losing them somewhere between Glasgow and London is heartbreaking and Carol and Cathy decide to harness their Instagram fame and find them for her.

Meanwhile Sophie Smith is headed in the opposite direction. After turning down a proposal to take care of her dying mother, she’s hoping lightning strikes twice and she can find her ex.

Then there’s Alice, married to a really horrible man, and her son Rory, who I rooted for as they dealt with the worst week of their lives and decided to just be happy, and meet the rest of the gang for a fancy hotel lunch. Nice.

I love the way Val becomes more and more a matriarch of an extended family of unrelated but equally beloved people in these books, she has so many people she sees as family, that despite how utterly sad she’s been, she’s surrounded by so much love and joy, it helps her carry on.

Once again, a lovely, magical story from Shari, a hug in a book basically. I read these lovely stories when I need a shot of comfort, laughter and they never fail to make me smile – even the sad bits are OK.

And Val’s story is inspired by Shari’s own – one she brackets the action with. Which, despite not being as happy an ending as Val’s, is a rather sweet snapshot of the life of the author.

*I was kindly gifted a copy of this book in exchange for taking part in this blog tour, but all opinions remain my own.

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Blog Tour: The Musician and the Monster – Megan Van Dyke

If you’re looking for a gothic romantasy that’s a fairy tale retelling of Beauty and the Beast, this book is for you! Pre-order The Musician and the Monster today!

The Musician and the Monster: A Gothic Beauty and the Beast Retelling (The Castamar Duology Book 1)

Expected Publication Date: May 7, 2024

Genre: Gothic Romantic Fantasy

 Forbidden love
☑️ Morally grey MMC
⚔️ Determined heroine
 Music is powerful
 Slow burn to steamy
❄️ Wintertime
鹿 Gothic vibes
❤️‍啕 Hurt/comfort
️ Touch her and 
✨ Magic
 Masquerade

Music says things words never can. I love you. I miss you. I’m sorry I killed you.

Every night, Ceridwen Kinsley plays music on her rooftop for the spirit of her dead mother. A peaceful if odd ritual, until she witnesses a murder by something not quite human. The monstrous encounter earns her notoriety within the city and a visit from the reclusive Lord Protector Drystan Winterbourne.

Charged with protecting the backwater city of Teneboure by the king, Drystan is failing at his task, and he can’t afford another slip up. But when fate and the very monster he means to conquer bring Ceridwen to his notice, he seizes the opportunity and presents her with an offer: play music for him at his manor in exchange for the money her impoverished family desperately needs. Music eases the strain of his magic, and who better to hire than the woman whose tunes he secretly listens to at night?

At first, Ceridwen is put off by Drystan’s unkempt appearance and harsh demeanor, not to mention the odd ailment that plagues him. But as he embraces her passion for music and she draws the recluse out of his lonely tower, the two develop an unlikely attachment. Class lines begin to blur as fearful indifference shifts to unexpected desire, and Ceridwen yearns to help Drystan subdue the monster as well as provide for her family. However, the monster prowling the night isn’t their only enemy, and as terrible secrets come to light, protecting those they love may risk their lives and their hearts.

This retelling of Beauty and the Beast incorporates themes and motifs from Phantom of the Opera, and is set in a gaslamp fantasy world with strong gothic vibes. It should appeal to fans of romantic and atmospheric retellings and fairy tales by authors such as Hannah Whitten, Tessonja Odette, and Stephanie Garber.

 

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Megan Van Dyke is an award-winning fantasy romance author with a love for all things magical and romantic, especially fairytales and anything with a happily ever after. Many of her stories include themes of family (whether born into or found) and a sense of home and belonging, which are important aspects of her life as well. When not writing, Megan loves to cook, play video games, explore the great outdoors, and spend time with her family. Megan currently lives with her family in Florida.

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My thoughts: this was a really enjoyable re-working of Beauty & the Beast, yes he does still have a fabulous library, don’t worry.

Ceridwen (there’s quite a few Welsh names here) is a flautist and nightly plays the flute into the air – to her dead mother’s spirit. Overheard by Lord Winterbourne, he becomes captivated by the music.

After she’s attacked by the terrifying creature haunting the town, his Lordship visits her family and offers her a job playing for him, only she can’t leave his home, not even to visit her family. She agrees, his fee will help her sick father and allow her sister Bronwyn to stop worrying so much.

You all know how it goes, there’s a few added twists to the tale, which make it more interesting a read, and a chance for Drystan to make amends and save the kingdom.

It’s a really clever, inventive re-imagining, as the author does so well, and I really enjoyed it. 

 

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*I was kindly gifted a copy of this book in exchange for taking part in this blog tour, but all opinions remain my own.

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Book Review: Will I Ever Have Sex Again? – Sofie Hagen

Comedian Sofie Hagen has not had sex in 3,000 days (and counting). And it turns out, she’s not the only one . . .

In an attempt to find out why we’re not having the sex we want, Sofie asks the questions: can we blame a lacking sex education? Is it all just sexual trauma? Where’s the radical sexual liberation we were promised? What are we going to do about this? Should she have slept with that guy in that bush that one time? How do you overcome being a 35-year-old virgin (when it comes to queer sex, that is)? How do the socially awkward and the neurodiverse have sex?

In Will I Ever Have Sex Again?, Sofie Hagen explores the quirks and difficulties of being an ‘involuntary celibate’ (but one of the feminist, progressive ones). With a blend of memoir and conversations with experts, therapists, sex workers, porn stars, comedians and public figures, this is a humorous and bold undertaking to gain a better understanding of how we can think, talk and feel about sex.

My thoughts: this was a really interesting read, bits of it were very funny, because Sofie Hagen is a funny person, and bits of I were very insightful too.

I found Sofie’s exploration of sex, sexuality, gender identity, and the body intelligent and thought provoking. At no point was any of the discussion gratuitous or rude, and the range of people quoted, from academics to porn performers and drag kings, added to the discussion in new and interesting ways.

While exploring their own gender and sexuality, Sofie also shared a sample of different stories, some anonymously from the 1,800 responses to their survey and others from friends and experts. I liked the differing experiences and perspectives on the questions being raised. It felt like a collaborative exploration of the themes and showed that we all experience sex, love, sexuality and gender differently. I actually filled out the questionnaire, which was very insightful and made me think a lot about my own experiences and feelings. 

Despite Sofie’s stated plan to end with an orgy, there isn’t really an overarching narrative, it’s more a collection of thoughts and experiences as Sofie gets to know themselves better and understand how others see the same things with their own perspective. We are all a collection of our thoughts, feelings and experiences after all.

The book felt like a great jumping off point to asking yourself about how you truly feel about sex, relationships, sexuality, gender identity and your own past, present and future, whether you’re currently having sex with another person or not. It has certainly raised questions in my mind that I need to work through.

I’ve seen Sofie perform before and am planning to go and see them again later this year, while this book didn’t make me more or less interested in them, I did think they gave a large insight into themselves, and opening yourself up to scrutiny like this is incredibly powerful. I know there will be negative responses, but I personally feel more positively towards Sofie, like I know them better and understand them more.

Because of the feelings the book might raise, I wouldn’t say it’s the easiest of reading and it may well ring bells within you, especially in the chapter about sexual assault and rape. So save this for when you feel safe and able to evaluate yourself. I wouldn’t say it’s one for reading on the bus to work for example, definitely more for at home on your own. But it is definitely worth reading.

*I was kindly gifted an advanced copy of this book, which will be published in May, but all opinions remain my own.

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Blog Tour: The Alliance – Matt Brolly

Four cities, four killers, four murders. The Alliance is just getting started.

When four unconnected serial killers simultaneously commit identical murders across four different US cities, FBI Special Agent Shannon Wallace faces an unprecedented threat—a cooperative of killers working in unison. Each homicide is witnessed by a survivor, and now these lucky ones need to decide how to tell their stories to the world.

Their posts about the horrific murders create a media storm and a new term is soon coined for the killers: The Alliance. As they recruit new killers into their ranks and more innocent people linked to the initial murders are killed it becomes clear that Wallace is dealing with an unprecedented threat—a deadly alliance formed to terrorize the nation with coordinated strikes.

With the killers always one step ahead, the very fabric of society threatens to unravel and Wallace battles to decipher The Alliance’s endgame before they dismantle civilization city by city. In a desperate race against time, can Wallace uncover the members and motives of the Alliance and end their reign of terror before more victims wind up dead.

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Matt Brolly is the Amazon number one, and Wall Street Journal, bestselling author of the DI Blackwell novels set in Weston-super-Mare, as well as the DCI Lambert crime novels, the acclaimed near future crime novel, Zero, and the US thrillers, The Controller, The Railroad, and The Running Girls. His books have sold over one million copies in 16 countries.

 Matt lives in London with his wife, their two children, a dog called Herbie, and a cat called W.G Snuffy Walden.

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My thoughts: this was a really clever, twisted thriller, with a complex and disturbing premise.

At exactly the same time in four different cities, four 911 calls come through about four murders. As the police arrive at each scene they find two people tied to chairs, one alive, one dead. 

The FBI get involved with this deeply unusual case, finding a similar series of killings in 1996. But there seems to be no explanation. Then all the survivors disappear. 

It’s a really rather brilliant, if quite disturbing concept, I was totally hooked and wanted to find out what was going on and why all these things were happening.

*I was kindly gifted a copy of this book in exchange for taking part in this blog tour, but all opinions remain my own.